its windy. as windy as chicago can get. covered with blankets i still shiver. dont know if its from the cold thats going on behind the windows, but my nipples show through the filmy tshirt. kinda ready to begin the project about ghana, or write some feministic ideas for a philosophy final, or maybe i could start on the subsdity-research paper. but first, i check whats new with friends online. nothin, really.
wanted to say something normal. like... on wednesday, the old lady on the bus, in a funny looking outfit, little stinky, pointlessly stated: so we have a new president. i wouldnt like to have his job. soo much work! and young people cheering, black people cheering, other people cheering, even that homeless on the train started his little speech which always endslike please, im poor, and im asking you for a penny, just a penny, could you? (and i always feel bad that i dont raise my hand and give him a dollar cause i feel like other people would say that i wanna show i have a good hearth, but i dont really have it, but i do, i really do, i volunteered in the hospital playing with kids, i have a "child" somewhere in zambia, she writes me letters from time to time, i dont know if this is enough, but i really do have a hearth, and they would think i dont. so i dont give him anythin, no pennies) and he said that it was the first time yesterday he saw people, black and white, being happy together for the same purpose. and i thought oh shut up, why do you make such a big deal of your race. i dont see you as a black, i see you as a looser. but i think we need loosers. i wouldnt mind being one. i am one. so i wanted to say something purposeful, but i decided not to. i like it like this. whatever
whole this windy day is boring, waiting for it to be over. waiting for him to say hi. waiting for him to miss me. it could take weeks thou.
scary... live the life like that. waiting for another day. waiting for this day to be over.
my windy thoughts...
Dychame baranky Letia nam zo srdca
Tym ktori lubia sa zima je horuca
Najdeme zazraky V case i necase
Laska su lahucke Snehove peniaze
Zazracne haliere Co letia pod nohy
Chudobnym milencom Zo zimnej oblohy
Zima je krajsia jar Ma rada uprimnych
Sepkaju na sklicka najdu hviezdy v nich
Skryvaju tajomstva o ktorych nevie nik
Jar ich raz vyzradi na stromoch zelenych
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Nachadzat zazraky v case i necase
A minat lahucke snehove peniaze
(peteraj)
The first time I saw you
Oh, you looked so fine
And I had a feeling
One day youd be mine
Honey you came along and captured my heart
Now my love is somewhere lost in your kiss
When Im all alone its you that I miss
Girl a love like yours is hard to resist
Oh, oh, ooh, ooh, oh
Penny lover, my loves on fire
Penny lover, youre my one desire
Tell me baby could this be true
That I could need someone, like I need you
(richie)
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