Sunday, October 12

changing characters

few weeks ago, well - maybe it has been years already - guys were interested in me differently. as a mother of their children. one even told me i would be a perfect mother while he would fuck other girls. i couldnt understand, i swear! even him, my love, told me id be a great mom. i was proud of it, and i was sad at the same time - cause they looked me and thought i was that humble quiet woman-girl, and i will respect them, and they can live their lives full of freedom and have everything...

it has changed. i look in the mirror and yes, i still feel the same way about myself-responsible, humble and respectful girl, but i also see that grown-up face. i put lipstick on and know they dont look at me anymore and say: this would be a great mom for my kids. they see a woman who they wanna fuck, and a woman who they wanna see as the first thing when they wake up, and a woman who can raise their kids.

but, hell... i am not interested... i just see guys who wanna fuck and not be able to raise our kids the way i want.

sorry guys, i have swiched the roles. you are the victims

2 comments:

Daily Whinger said...

If you're smart enough, you can rule till the end of your days. And I'm sure you are.

zabka said...

well... i always say: i am a woman...
thats why you cannot assume so quickly:)