i like it simple

this is the minute to talk about past few days. we exchange basic information and feelings and sketch our plans for next few days -  necessities of our unreal relationship. i thought you would not come... i thought you would play unreachable, he says. you should, he smiles.

for a moment, i didnt know what to answer. but not with me, he adds instantly raising his eyebrows. i do what i feel is right, no games, i try to rationalize my behavior. why would this forever-single man want a kitty to play with him?!

leaving ten minutes to eleven. im flying above all this, all our quiet, electrifying moments, above the feelings, needs, and desires. the touches provide me with happiness, but no satisfaction. kisses say too much, but have no meaning. i know goosebumps are highly temporary. like snow in april, like sunny morning, like falling in love on saturday night.

i just like it simple. no games, no pressure, no future. with him