laughing. my funny choices. my intuition. (if there is any)
suddenly, he doesnt mind to drive here to bring me an earring i lost in his bed. when he kisses my cheek, i know it is not about the pearl i usually put into my ear - it is about breaking all connections. he says sorry for being a bit drunk the other night. dont worry, i know. now i know.
i call him after a good soccer match. i know he remembers everything from the night - yet - he says he doesnt. i remember him saying he liked me from the beginning. yes, i clearly remember the answer to my question if that night was an one-time-only thing: no, i want you for always. now he confuses me. doesnt want to explain. talks too fast when asking straight-forward questions. funny. funny i wanted to believe him. good i got enough of sleep last night - this doesnt seem to be the case for now.
now i know.
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