cap and gown, life and love

the world is spinning around me. literally. my mom is nervous because of me, my dad did not go for a trip because of me, my great girlfriend came to the US because of me, my brother took a weekend off from work for me, my other brother blew gold balloons for me. actually, my graduation and all the cooking, preparing, cleaning. 

hope ill see you guys here tomorrow! im texting the rest of a few who i do not have a contact with on facebook.

he texts back: sorry, i cannot come.

and i wanna text him back: you know what?! f. you! id get vulgar, mad, asking for attention, asking for a bit of something that would look like love. its my day, my spinning, my happy moment, and i want you there, so f. you if you dont wanna come. 

instead i said to him to come to get some food at least. and if not, i understand. good little church girl, right?

just now he got back to me saying he will try to get the work done. 

you know what? forgiven.